I've discussed my situation at work more than often enough. As much as I can use the money (my 401k dropped by 10% in the latest downturn), I could also use the time that being unemployed would return to my life. And this is what I'm on the fence about.
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When I started off to work, everything was going smoothly - as if everyone was taking off from work, leaving the roads free for me. I was wide awake, and alert - and was this way throughout the day. I'll bet that my boss was surprised that I made the quota of work she set for me the day before.
I don't care that much that I would be let go by the job. But I do care that I am not leaving on my own terms. I like being able to go to work as Marian, but I don't enjoy what I have to deal with to do so (and I'm referring to the work at the office, and not about the process of getting made up.)
When I talk to people, most say that I should leave this job before it eats me up. But I'm on the fence. And I have been since I took this job over a year ago.
I'm looking at another position that I will likely be interviewed for. But if I get this job, it might get in the way of me taking my Hawaii cruise later this year. Do I want to let this happen? Again, I'm on the fence about this.
So much fence sitting, and so little happening. It could be worse....
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