Since RQS was getting together for dinner with an old friend tonight, I had a choice to make. Do I go into NYC and attend one of the last 20 at 20 off-Broadway specials ? Or, do I stay home, go shopping, and have a quiet night by myself? Well, I'm glad I chose the latter....
I didn't get moving until 5 pm. And I ended up making the choice to go for dinner at a local diner, then going to Wegmans to go grocery shopping. This was a stroke of fortune, as I had major GI tract issues after I finished loading my car and needed access to a rest room. I could also say that I was glad to be in Marian mode, as it gave me more options after cleaning myself up.
More often than not, wearing women's clothing can be much more inconvenient than wearing men's clothing. Yet, I prefer doing this, as I feel that I can be my authentic self this way. (Now, if only I had more physical attributes of a cisgender female. I'd love to have a nice pair of breasts to put into my bras. Yet, that's a future stop on my path towards femininity.) In the future, I will be making hard decisions, with input from my partner - how far do I really want to go, and will it be worth doing with the sacrifices being made? Hopefully, the trade-offs will be small in relation to the gains I make.
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