The above image was taken after a snowfall that took place several years ago. The snowfall we're expecting tomorrow (as I write this) could be minimal or be a blizzard. Either way, I'm placing my bets on us getting between 4" and 9" of the white stuff by nightfall tomorrow. If I were to fully transition, you'd see me out shoveling snow in an outfit similar to what I'll be wearing as a male: warm, layered clothing with a hat and gloves. And this brings up an important point. Transition is not a cure all. It only helps to deal with the many issues we suffer in regard to our gender.
I am not looking forward to cleaning the snow from around my car (and off my car) when the snow stops. My car is usually parked in a spot where I am required to move it when the plows come. This usually means that I must get out of my comfy jammies and then work up a sweat shoveling snow. This is a task that I relish less and less each coming year. And as I get older, this task will take an ever increasing toll on me.
However, the snow relieved me of a social obligation that I allowed myself to get into. I don't mind seeing FH now and then, but I'm not always in the mood to see her when she wants. I remember her comparing herself with MWL, trying to look as she (FH) would be the better recipient of my time. Neither of these women would be good mates for me. But they both would be good activity partners now and then.
Right now, I'm focusing on CWS and RQS. Both women are good ladies, but they each have things that could turn out to be deal breakers. And if it weren't for the snow, I'd be able to see at least one of them over the weekend. Instead, I'll have to try to keep in contact with them by phone. I just wonder how each will react when I eventually tell them about my bi-gendered nature....
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The next morning/afternoon....
When I finally woke up (I couldn't get to sleep until 4 am or so), I looked out my window and the snow didn't look so bad. Although I have to get dressed to clear off the car, it looks like I will not need to do much work to get my spot cleared out.
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