The more I go out as Marian, the more I want to wear clothes that identify me as female. The above dress is something I saw on Target's site that I like. However, I will likely not buy this dress, as my closet is already overflowing.
Unlike many women, I enjoy wearing dresses all year round. Yes, I know that cisgender women do not like wearing dresses in the winter, so I switch to shirts/blouses/sweaters and trousers for the cold weather. As I've said before, my goal is to blend in with women as a woman as best as possible. So far, I do so more often than not, as evidenced by a recent incident where a woman changed her top in front of me. If she thought I was a guy in a dress, she'd have waited until the bathroom was free to do so.
Over time, I am hoping that I am able to perfect my female presentation, so that most cisgender women would never think that I was anything but a cisgender woman. However, I want to retain my ability to present as a male when I need to - such as in affairs of romance. Ideally, I'd have an androgynous body, and be able to switch between modes as I see fit. Until then, I'll do what I can to perfect who I am in Marian Mode....
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