I wish I had captured a shot of the front loader lifting the snow into this pile. And this was the shorter of the piles flanking my building. The pile on the other side must be another 3 feet higher than this pile.
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The first thing on the docket for the day was a visit to my doctor. However, they weren't plowed out yet, and they weren't having people to come to the office. So today's appointment was rescheduled for tomorrow, and it will require that I get up an hour earlier than usual. At least, I won't have to spend the extra time getting made up as Marian to see him. (He only knows me in my masculine presentation.)
Again, I had to move my car for the driveway/parking lot to be cleaned. So I again had to go out and take a drive. This time, I was able to pick up breakfast at a local deli, and see some more freshly fallen snow before going home.
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Today, I sent the last of my paperwork to a potential employer. However, I am still looking for interesting work, in a place where I'd get benefits for working full time. Since I'm not working at this place yet, I figure that it would be best if I don't mention what I'd be doing on the job until I have started doing it. However, if I do start this job as scheduled, my dentist appointments will be at the end of the day, and they will be (out of necessity) in female mode for scheduling purposes. Luckily, he has already seen me this way, so it shouldn't be a problem.
It'll be strange working as Marian again. The more I'm out in the world, the more natural I am in my feminine presentation. Eventually, I'll have to answer a big question - do I want to give up being male forever? (I'd keep my male identity to be with the right romantic partner - having someone who loves me is more important than being Marian 24x7. But if she isn't in my life, there is little reason for me not to press forward on this path.)
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