It's been over a decade since this picture was taken. Things have changed a lot since then. For example, I was afraid to be seen in any garment associated with femininity, and was overly careful on my first excursions "out". Now, I don't worry about who sees me, save that I want to be in places where trans people's rights are protected.
For the most part, the past few days have had me catching up on much needed sleep. I haven't made the time to do laundry, and I'll take care of that need tomorrow morning before RQS gets here. This will be the first time that she'll have come here in a while that I haven't met her as Marian.
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RQS knows that I do a lot of socializing as Marian, and she has accepted my going out in the world as Marian. Yet, it'll be a inverted surprise when RQS and I go up to see one of my friends for dinner with me in Mario mode, as this friend has only met me as Marian. This will be a small, but true test of this friendship when this dinner eventually happens.
At this stage of my life, I am tolerably comfortable switching between gender presentations in order to have both a romantic life and a family life. Yet, there's a big part of me that wishes I could have everything and stay in Marian Mode full time....
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