Sooner or later, I'll have to deal with getting old. No, I'm not trying to avoid being seen as a 65 y/o woman. Instead, I'll have to deal with long term care plans. Given my age and health, long term care insurance will be very expensive. But I will need to have some money held in reserve, so that I can be cared for in my final years.
With that being said, how does this T-Girl want to live? Do I want to take the next step and get facial electrolysis, removing traces of beard as needed? (I think so.) But what about the steps after that? Can I afford electrolysis on other areas of my body? (I'm not sure.) And further along this path (after losing a lot of weight), what about facial feminization surgery (FFS) on the lower part of my face? I want my face to look as feminine as possible when out as Marian, but be masculine enough when out as Mario. An androgynous face would be perfect for me - but I have to get to work on losing weight to do this.
I will always have most of the body shape of a male, even if I go on hormones. But I have to consider RQS's wishes if I want romance - and I sure do. Unlike most older women, I'm not in the mood to spend the rest of my life alone. And I'm not about to risk what I have with RQS to have a future without someone to love....
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