I can be quite jovial when dining with friends. But when I'm eating by myself, I often just want to get the meal over with so I can enjoy other activities that give me more pleasure. Tonight was one of those evenings where I had no one to be with, and nothing I really wanted to eat.
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In the past, I'd be calling up a former friend in shooting the breeze. I'd also be calling a (now) ex girlfriend for similar purposes. But the issue still remained - how does one maintain his/her sanity when one wants a little companionship when none is available.
Humans are a very social species. If we didn't know this before the pandemic, we certainly know it now. If you could see all the people who were gathered around the above table, you'd see a smile on everyone's faces. It was great to be able to get together after a year of being cooped up in one's home.
Could I have found someone to eat with today? Possibly. But would it have been worth it? Probably not. I needed some alone time....
