The other day, someone from one of my meetup groups passed away. The only reason I know this is a weekend meetup being held to celebrate this man's life.
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I always felt it strange that this fellow wanted his picture taken with me when we attended the same FTF meetup. Was he interested in dating me? Who knows? If I were interested in dating men, he might have been on my radar, as I'm told that he was a sweet person. Luckily, I met RQS at the beginning of last year, and I didn't have to tell him that I wasn't available to date, nor did I have to reveal to him that I am trans.
Although I would have liked to be able to find out how he died and to attend his memorial, I have a higher priority in my life - RQS. Assuming that I'm able to attend a mid-week meetup with this group, I will ask the leader about how he died, and whether it was expected. Until then, I will accept that there are some things I am not meant to know right now - and leave it at that.
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