Sometimes, I feel that this model of Linda Blair from the Exorcist looks more realistic than I do. But then, Linda was born to be a cisgender woman, while I am transgender. I figure that there is very little I can do about my image, save to lose weight, get facial feminization surgery, and see if I have enough hair for transplants (and having this procedure done if possible). Until then, I will not feel that I can be remotely pretty in my own right.
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Like this model, I could be in my jammies all day if it were convenient. And with the snow falling today, I did just that. Television was the order of the day until it was time to get ready for a co-op board meeting. And then the "fun" began....
First, I exchanged a few messages with my ex girlfriend, and she was in the office having to take care of some tasks. A little bit later, shortly before 4 pm, she decided to cut out early, as the roads weren't plowed well in her area. So this gave me an excuse to end our chat, and to get ready for the board meeting. Then, FH called me, and wanted to get together on Friday. This way, she could take her ailing dog to the vet, and we could go to dinner afterwards. Next, TCL called, and I didn't have the time to talk with her, as the co-op board meeting was about to start. (I figured that we could chat later on.) After a while, my brother called during the meeting. So I sent him a message to tell him that I'd call him back. (He was calling to tell me that a check deposited to our joint account had cleared, and that I could pull my share of the money out of the account.) And then, FL called to shoot the breeze. Here was another call that I had to put off until after the board meeting. Finally, TCL called again, and I said that I'd call her back after the board meeting ended.
You'll note that I haven't said anything about the board meeting. Well, most of what goes on in these meetings are not for public consumption. We have a lot of work ahead of us for the next few weeks, and I figure that we will likely have a few vendor selection meetings coming up in the near future. My new job may get in the way of my participation, as I expect that I'll be getting out of work at 5:00, and I won't have time to do anything until 6:00. And then, I figure that I'll have to turn my video off, as I'll still be in my feminine presentation when I get home.
Eventually the meeting ended, with all attendees feeling exhausted. I returned my brother's call, then texted FL, and finally got the chance to chat with TCL for a while. At least, I was finally able to schedule dinner with Maria for later this week....
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