Today's post will be a short one. But it involves sadness caused by a situation that I have no control over, and frustration because I have limited access to information.
As I have mentioned before, both my aunt and uncle are in nursing homes for the ailments of old age. When RQS and I were in Los Angeles earlier this year, we were not able to see my uncle, as he was just told that he'd never be leaving the nursing home due to his frailness. Today, I finally heard from my uncle, and he is in a bad way.
Last year, my uncle fell and broke his hips. From what I can understand, he is not a candidate for hip replacement surgery. All they could do is patch him up. He has been in the nursing home since then. When I spoke to him in December, he still had the voice of a man who would resume his life as soon as he was certified able to do so. Of course, this time never came. In June, I talked with him for 5 minutes, and he still had a tolerably strong voice. But it was one weakened by circumstance. Tonight, he could barely hear me on the phone, and his voice sounded like someone with no interest left in living.
He is depressed, in part, because he has no children, and because his nearest relatives live a continent away. Neither my brother nor I can hop in a car to see him. If we were to visit, he'd have to hop on a plane, spend at least one night in LA, and then fly home after the visit. This is why I scheduled a California Coastal Cruise for this past June. If he was unable to see us, we'd still have a great time on the left coast.
After our too short phone call, I called my brother to report on things. My brother gave me another tidbit of information which I did not have. And I asked him to relay my concerns to my uncle's agent, as I do not have the agent's name, nor do I want to be the point of contact for information regarding my uncle's affairs. (Also, I feel that my brother knows more than he lets on, and doesn't trust me with anything. But that's another story for another day.) Hopefully, I'll get more information soon. But I know that in the long term, it will only be bad news. And I feel sad about things that eventually must come.
