My journey towards femininity, with all the bumps in the road. Who knows where this road will lead? But it certainly will be a prettier road, and one well worth traveling.
Showing posts with label HWV. Show all posts
Showing posts with label HWV. Show all posts
Saturday, November 16, 2019
Something to watch out for.
Every so often, JS has asked if I could accompany her to a reading from a psychic in Massachusetts. I've occasionally have been able to do so. But each time I've made myself available, she has either called in sick or has asked me to drive her to the appointment. JS doesn't want to put more mileage on her car, even though she is driving 150 miles each day to go to work and back. As you can guess, there's a lot to watch out for here, and that I'd be a fool to get caught up in her problems.
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This morning, I woke up shortly after 6:30 am, and started checking my messages. I noticed that JS was asking me to do the driving for her visit to her psychic. It wouldn't be a good idea for me to trade the dependency of my former cruise partner for a new, more dysfunctional friend. I have gotten to the point where I want friends who can stand on their own, even if it means that I have fewer friends to be with.
Being fully awake at 6:30 means that I will likely lose steam later in the day. Additionally, it allows me to be fully awake when watching the morning's political news. And I took this opportunity to do so. Like the political pundits, I found that Mike Bloomberg's probable entry into the 2020 Democratic nomination contest to be an important development. More importantly, I think that he might just be the one candidate who can pummel Trump in all the ways that are important. No one can say that Bloomberg is dishonest. No one can say that Bloomberg mismanaged his political office. And no one can say that a Bloomberg administration will be filled with scandal. He might be the one person who can both fix the damage Trump has done to the government and set up a system of numbers based governing that could be useful to future administrations.
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My niece and I were supposed to get together tonight for a museum night. Sadly, this didn't come off, as she had to work late at work and wouldn't make it to the museum on time. In many ways, this was OK with me, as I really didn't want to go outside in the cold. It's already November, and the cold has seeped into my apartment, and I was thinking of wearing trousers for my weekly stint at the LGBT Center.
When I was young, I never noticed the cold (or, so I remember it.) I could go outside for hours, do things like deliver newspapers, and still enjoy the weather outside. Now, that I've reached my 60's, I've gotten used to the idea of taking winter vacations where it's warm. And this means winter cruises to the Caribbean, through the Panama Canal, and to Hawaii.
Last night, I chatted with HWV about my cruises, and she mentioned something that saddened me. The homeless population in San Francisco has grown to a point where she considers it dangerous. She noted that in the past few years, that they are accosting people in front of the Four Season's hotel - people no longer feel safe there. Whether this is true or not, I can find out. I dated a woman in Nyack who now lives in the San Francisco Bay area. The next time I have a chance, I will chat with her and find out whether what HWV said is true or not. This information may be what decides whether I take a Hawaii cruise out of San Francisco or out of Los Angeles.
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I ended up going to the LGBT Center a little later than usual to do my volunteer stint, and only spent an hour there. Today's tasks were to update their calendars, send out meetup information, and update their blog to reflect the need to get volunteers for their upcoming Trans Forum. Once I was done there, I figured that I'd check in with Pat - and she said to drop over with some Chinese, as she'd supply the wine.
At Pat's, we got into our usual discussion - she's an idealist who believes that all we need to fix the world is to have everyone change their attitudes, and if by magic, all would be right with the world. I'm a realist - I'll always ask "what's in it for me?" even if I plan to make a sacrifice for others. To me, incremental progress is better than no progress at all. And Pat's inability to focus on one problem at a time is what's caused her to become a victim of life. Yes, we have a system which could be much better. Racism does permeate our society, benefiting some people in power at the expense of others. Capitalism has its flaws, but it doesn't explain all of mankind's ills. If anything, basic human nature is the problem, and not much is going to change it. Instead, all we can do is harness that nature, and develop social and economic systems which account for human failings.
Today, I got smart - I set a time limit to hang out with Pat. It's hard to have an intelligent discussion with someone who has swallowed the Kool-Aid of either Left or Right. And I was starting to tire myself out after 90 minutes. So I was very glad when 9 pm came around, giving me a chance to leave.
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On the way home, I stopped by Stew Leonard's. It's nice to be there after the crowds are gone. However, they are returning certain foodstuffs to refrigerators, shutting down the fish monger and butcher sections (prepacked meats and fish still remained available), and cleaning up the place during the last business hour of the day. So it didn't pay to dawdle. I just grabbed my stuff and went home.
Friday, November 15, 2019
Another out to dinner, this time with HWV and another board member.
Today started out with three things on my docket, but I could only deal with two of them. I wasn't up to having lunch with Vicki #2, as my GI Tract was giving me problems. But I was up to going to my weekly speech therapy session, then to dinner with HWV and another board member (let's call her HWJ for now). There was only so much I was willing to take on today, and I figured that I could postpone lunch with Vicki until next week.
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I wasn't feeling that great when I got up this morning - I was sneezing a lot, as my nose was running the 4 minute mile. No, I did not have a cold. Instead, I have suffered with my usual autumn allergy season problems. Once things settled down, I texted Vicki to tell her that I wasn't going to make it today, asking to postpone until the following week. This allowed me another, much needed, hour in bed, And then it was time to get ready. I was lucky to be home, as my GI Tract started to rebel on me. Then it was time to get showered, shaved, etc. before driving to Mercy College.
Arriving at Mercy a few minutes early, I paid my bill. And I wish I had had more time, as my GI Tract was again telling me that it was in a rebellious state. So I went into my session, and within 5 minutes it was off to the restroom. AARGH! Luckily, I wasn't long there, and I was able to complete a compressed session.
On the way home, I chatted with GFJ. As much as I'm interested in going to a comedy club meetup (and having dinner with her beforehand), there's a part of me that would rather spend the day as Marian. (Just don't say that to her right now.) Soon, she'll be going to Florida with her friend, and I hope she has a great time there.
As for me, I figured that I had about an hour to get ready for dinner with HWV and HWJ. Tonight's restaurant week dinner was scheduled for the Red Hat Bistro in Irvington. Vicki and I chatted about this place, and she warned me about how high prices are carefully bypassed when wait staff mentions specials on the menu.
Around 6:15, HWV and HWJ arrived and we drove to dinner in the rain. Arriving around 7:00, we got out of the car and found that the winds were gusting at 30+ mph, and it wasn't worth bothering to use our umbrellas. Once inside the restaurant, we sat down and enjoyed a nice dinner from the restaurant week menu. I was asked about my transgender nature, and I told both ladies that I wish I had been born with the correct plumbing, and that if it weren't for romance and family considerations, that I'd already be living as Marian 24x7. (We went into this in much more detail than what I'm doing here.) But I noted that until I am 24x7, I won't be attending co-op board meetings as Marian. Why confuse people?
A little after 9:15, we left the restaurant and drove home on local roads. I was not in a rush, and I didn't trust the conditions on the highways. Getting home, we agreed that we must do this again soon - and I hope that it is much sooner than later.
Tuesday, November 12, 2019
Missing a monthly meeting at Arts Westchester
Sometimes, I screw up things on my schedule and forget appointments. Today was one of those days. This was the day that the monthly Arts Westchester arts ambassadors (read: volunteers) meeting was held. And due to the confusion that's been messing around with my life lately, I totally forgot about the meeting until mid afternoon. AARGH!
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Last night, I put on my CPAP mask around 2 am, but didn't get to sleep until (at least) 3 am. When I awoke at 7:45, I didn't feel as if I had enough sleep. And nothing was going to help - even if I laid in bed for another couple of hours. So, I got out of bed without checking my schedule for the day and took it easy.
Eventually, I decided to look for my Freshly delivery - and it was not on my landing where I expected it. So I got dressed and found it in front of the mailboxes. I was too tired to complain, so I brought the box upstairs, loaded the meals into the refrigerator, and then went out to my car to clean it up for Thursday. (HWV and another board member are going with me in my car to a Restaurant Week dinner.) It amazed me that I found so much garbage in the back of my car, as I dumped three overflowing supermarket bags into the dumpster, and filled the Freshly box with stuff I planned to keep. By the time I had the chance to look at my email, I realized that I had screwed up - I had missed the monthly meeting. I contacted the volunteer coordinator to let her know what happened. And then, I went inside to get ready for dinner.
GFJ and I are still talking. Over dinner, she mentioned that something I said triggered thoughts of what the real problems are. But I won't go into them here. All I will say is that they are valid issues, and if I had been in her shoes, I might be feeling the same way that she is right now. At least, we will be able to maintain communications between us, and see what happens in the future.
When I got home, I got an email from the art gallery I interviewed at last week. They chose another candidate for the position. And strangely, that makes me glad. I wasn't the right person for the position, and they knew it. But I did make a suggestion that I hope helps them in the future - they need a floater employee who can fill in when one of the other two people need to take off. Who knows, maybe they'd consider me for the floater position if it is created.
Friday, October 25, 2019
Half and Half - It's not just a dairy product
Long before my most recent cruise, I scheduled both lunch as Marian and a Co-Op board meeting as Mario. This was going to be a busy day, as I had to prepare myself to go out as Marian, then change into Mario - all before 5:00 pm. However, things changed when I received a message from my lunch date that she couldn't make it today - she had a basement flood to take care of, and would be waiting for her plumber to come during the day.
So I was now free until 5:00 pm. What should I do?
Yesterday, I started cleaning out some of the clutter in my bedroom. Since my cleaning lady is expected to be here on Thursday, I figured that I'd stay in Mario Mode for the day. (I'd have rather gone out for lunch as Marian, but one has to adapt to changing times.) So I cleaned up a little more of the mess I had in my bedroom during the afternoon.
Around 4:00, I started to get ready for my co-op board meeting. This was an event that I always attend as Mario. (I'll admit, that if we were to call a second meeting for the month for reasons I won't go into here, I'd have mentioned that I'd consider attending as Marian. That would have shut down the calls for a second meeting.) Luckily, there was only good news to report - all was well with our financial status, and we're in much better shape than I thought we'd be in about a year ago. (I can't go into any more detail than that.) Just before the meeting ended, HWV said for me to call her after she got home. HWV wanted to see what my availability was for Hudson Valley Restaurant Week, and suggested that we go for dinner.
Later on, I finally got the chance to talk with GFJ. She's home after a long weekend in North Carolina, and she's getting back to the daily grind again....
So I was now free until 5:00 pm. What should I do?
Yesterday, I started cleaning out some of the clutter in my bedroom. Since my cleaning lady is expected to be here on Thursday, I figured that I'd stay in Mario Mode for the day. (I'd have rather gone out for lunch as Marian, but one has to adapt to changing times.) So I cleaned up a little more of the mess I had in my bedroom during the afternoon.
Around 4:00, I started to get ready for my co-op board meeting. This was an event that I always attend as Mario. (I'll admit, that if we were to call a second meeting for the month for reasons I won't go into here, I'd have mentioned that I'd consider attending as Marian. That would have shut down the calls for a second meeting.) Luckily, there was only good news to report - all was well with our financial status, and we're in much better shape than I thought we'd be in about a year ago. (I can't go into any more detail than that.) Just before the meeting ended, HWV said for me to call her after she got home. HWV wanted to see what my availability was for Hudson Valley Restaurant Week, and suggested that we go for dinner.
Later on, I finally got the chance to talk with GFJ. She's home after a long weekend in North Carolina, and she's getting back to the daily grind again....
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